Thursday, November 12, 2009

Therapy Album

I am not sure if I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown or a mid life crisis, but at any rate changes are over coming me. I have been recently contacted by my first love..... first husband. After 18 years of carrying hate in my heart I have finally let it go. I am feeling somewhat free, yet it is a difficult journey for me. I have forgiven but not forgoten. I have been re-living so many long gone emotions and memories. So, I have decided to create a Therapy album to get myself through all of these feelings. I am hoping that by working on it I will find some inner peace and come to terms with the over whelming feelings I have beating in my heart, when it is complete, I will send it on to him, and let him travel though it from my point of view. wish me luck!


Suzanne said...

Wow! That's intense. I'm sorry I missed your call today. I will try to call you soon!

Anonymous said...

Yeah, it's been a long few days that is for sure. I guess that old saying is true, you can be away from someone but they are always inside your heart... didn't expect it to be this way... was much easier hating him.